2 posts tagged “restless”

Hey kids. Just want to let you all know that I'm alive. A lot has been going on and, to be honest, I've been far too restless to sit in front of a computer for long. So... here's this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KkbG1PfAgrY I'll embed it once YouTube gets the thing in its index.

Anathema

What's some good advice you've given to a friend, but not followed yourself? 
Submitted by robbbiedobbbie.

"Do what you know you need to do. Say what you need to say. Regret is never worth it."

Yep. And I've done it a lot. I still do it. I still leave a lot of things unsaid. That's out of my own cowardice really. Anyway, back to my original posting...

I can't remember how I was going to start this entry now that I just screwed up my ankle again. I was walking down the three steps to the office, while talking to Free, and nearly fell on my ass. Damn it; now my right ankle is throbbing. I just can't seem to get away from issues with this ankle.

Things are okay here. I've been working on the site for the business, training Lilly, getting things ready for our first farmer's market in Los Alamos (which is Thursday morning)..... You know.. I'm feeling utterly restless, listless.. I'm happy but part of me feels like crying and I don't know why. If I'm lucky, it's just a migraine about to surface. Or maybe I've reached a breaking point. I've been so tired for the past few days that I've nearly collapsed. I've worn myself too thin. My mind has been scattered like petals on so much wind. I don't know what to do with myself tonight.

So, I'm going to go hop into bed, read some 1984 and hopefully sleep. It's the only thing I can think to do right now. G'night kids.

Anathema